Misery

Falling out of focus I can feel it in my soul now

Heard theres ways of getting better but I don’t think that i know how

Overwhelmed by emotions that I can’t seem to hold down

Holding onto nothing cause I ran outta hope now

And I’ve been searching for a solution

To this feeling in my fucking chest

No matter the night

There’s always the nightmare and I can never fucking rest

So I scream with no sound

What I lost can’t be found

My eyes wander round

They still look for you now

My hearts been colliding

With these demons i’m hiding

This darkness is blinding

Hope for light to revive me

Because I miss the better days

They seem so far away

And no matter how hard I chase

They’ve been burned by my mistakes

Now this pain that I embrace

Shields my heart from breaks

I don’t have a heart to take

My chest filled by vacant space

I miss the mystery

I’m sick of the misery

Find your way cause it’s too late for me