Who I Am Right Now

I'm a long story of breaks and bends

Full of chapters I never thought would end

I've flooded gardens with wasted tears

And I watched it all disappear

I took the path of most resistance

Stumbled onto self forgiveness

But I'm still anxious by default

And I'm tryna make sense of it all

If my plans had all gone perfect

My heart would've never had to grow from hurtin'

And if I never started searchin'

I'd still be somewhere out there floatin' on the surface

If I never took the long way around

I wouldn't be who I am right now, oh, oh

All the signs that I ignored

Are turnin' colors I never saw before

I see my rise through all my faults

And I wouldn't change it at all

If my plans had all gone perfect

My heart would've never had to grow from hurtin'

And if I never started searchin'

I'd still be somewhere out there floatin' on the surface

If I never took the long way around

I wouldn't be who I am right now, oh, oh

If my plans had all gone perfect

My heart would've never had to grow from hurtin'

And if I never started searchin'

I'd still be somewhere out there floatin' on the surface

If I never took the long way around

I wouldn't be who I am right now, oh, oh

Oh, oh