Melancholy

I can't lie I'm a sucker for pain I won't Break the habit, it's a vicious cycle You can Pray for me, you can read me the Bible But Who's to say that I'll ever be well again Hey there old friend It's been a while since I've seen you I've tried my best To relinquish my cold mind But when I peer into the kaleidoscope The shifting shapes and callow colors are not there It's a bit hard to admit that I need you What good would burning summers be without the night In the moments that I suffer There is something to be found A secret treasure; seeking pleasure Out of spite I can't lie I'm a sucker for pain I won't Break the habit, it's a vicious cycle You can Pray for me, you can read me the Bible But Who's to say that I'll ever be well again I can't try I'm addicted to pain I won't Break the habit, it's a vicious cycle You can Pray for me, you can read me the Bible But We all know that I'll never be well again And if you're gonna stay this time No, I wouldn't have it any other way You know that I'm addicted to the pain