Falling

Suffocating in my room It's like I'm drowning Underwater And I don't know what to do My fingers gripping on this Bottle So I think I'll leave today Cuz I just can't wait for Tomorrow Got these pills in my hand cuz a Bullets too hard to swallow And I'm running from my pain But it always seems to follow Like them voices in my brain Yeah I can hear them when They callin So im driving on the edge I got my foot on the throttle Swerving side to side cuz when I'm high yeah I ain't scared bout Falling No No gimmicks this is real life Walk in my shoes it isn't real Nice Like some eggshells ontop of Sheer ice I ain't complaining I'm just Saying what it feel like Look for the light but it's too Grey And every single night it's a New thing I don't think that I can handle Any new pain So don't even try to save me Cuz your too late Suffering in silence you don't Even hear But even if I scream out you Don't even care You been telling me to leave You don't wanna see me here So now I'm all alone it's just me Snd all my fears yeah Snd I'm trying to be a man but I Don't know if I can fix the part Of me thats broken Scattered all Around me on the floor and I Don't know if I know how to Cope with All the problems locked inside Of me I closed the door I'm try to find the key So cut me open I just gotta see If the soul inside of me will Bleed Only walked out cuz of all the Misery everything we got now Is only history I'mma leave it in the past with Everything I wanted all I really Needed was somebody when I'm falling Suffocating in my room It's like I'm drowning Underwater And I don't know what to do My fingers gripping on the Bottle So I think I'll leave today Cuz I just can't wait till Tomorrow Got these pills in my hand Cuz a bullets too hard to Swallow Please catch meI'm falling Before I hit the floor I'm screaming I'm calling But I just can't scream no more So please catch Me I'm falling What am I falling for It's your name that I'm calling But I guess I need you more