Trapped

Straying around still waiting for a call by destiny Before I fall into the eternity of my inner self Before I lose what is the rest of me So many chances passed but still I'm trying to release me I keep pushing while I'm too lazy to do At the same time I want to be just like you all the time There will be nothing left to pretend Will there ever be a way for me to stay instead of crawl in the end What is left? what is next? I don't know This insecurity inside of me is growing Bigger everyday seems like there is no way to free me What is up? what's enough? I forgot This furiousness inside of me is growing bigger everyday Seems like there is no chance to release me To release me Please release me Will I ever be able to let it go? I don't know But all I know is the person I used to be (back in the days) Back in the days everything seemed so much easier I'm trapped in here there is no way out for me Straying around still waiting for a call by destiny Before I fall into the eternity of my inner self Before I kill who I once used to be so many chances passed But still I'm trying to break these chains inside me Everyday another burden on my shoulders But I can take it (I'll take it) Everyday the same old question if I'll make it But will I make it? (somehow I'll make it!) Will I ever be able to let it go? I don't know But all I know is the person I used to be (back in the days) Back in the days everything seemed so much easier I'm trapped in here there is no way out for me There is no way out