Mind in a Maze

I got roses in my hand, I ain't goin' on a date

They for my ****'s grave, yeah, they for my ****'s grave

I got roses in my hand and a heart full of pain

Can't believe I'm losin' friends, I'm still cryin' to this day

I still cry to this day, got my mind in a maze

Can't trust nobody

Can't trust nobody

Can't trust nobody, yeah

Always asked Smokey how he maintained

How'd you lose so many friends and still stay sane?

Now I'm dealin' with the same thing

**** do the most, I'd rather save face

Some days it's so hard to even get out of bed

Can't deal with this shit again, I don't want any new friends

Stop tryna figure it out 'cause it'll never make sense

Gotta do this shit for Kosi, that's my bro till the end

I think I'm goin' crazy, I might need a therapist

I rip my heart out on these songs, it gets embarrassin'

'Cause I don't fuck with **** doesn't mean I'm arrogant

I just lost faith in people, look what I been dealin' with

**** gotta feel this shit

Any **** in the game that know how real it gets

**** come around for all the benefits

But I'd rather stay alone and move militant

All you need is a full clip, stay clear of all that bullshit

Tryna get real rich, I've been hood rich

Holds you down now, but she could switch

Stay mindful

Who's gon' be there in the end? Fuck if I know

I don't go on Instagram lookin' for no life goals

It's in my body and my mind, soul

I look up to the sky with my eyes closed

We were just some little kids, where did time go?

My own **** plottin' on me, got me mind blown

Didn't take long to outgrow the Bible

Only thing we worry 'bout is survival

Everyone's distracted by the light show

It's a vicious cycle

Everyone's entitled, loyalty is vital, uh

I got roses in my hand, I ain't goin' on a date

They for my ****'s grave, yeah, they for my ****'s grave

I got roses in my hand and a heart full of pain

Can't believe I'm losin' friends, I'm still cryin' to this day

I still cry to this day, got my mind in a maze

Can't trust nobody

Can't trust nobody

Can't trust nobody, yeah