bummer

Looking in the mirror

My reflection got me triggered

You say that I'm lookin' pretty

I swear that I'm getting thinner

I think it must be obvious

I can't hear the compliments

Just feeling shitty

Think that everyone's oblivious

Im hoping by the summer

I won't be feelin' like I do

Sometimes I wonder

Will it always be a bummer, yeah

There are times I wish that I was somebody else

Pretending I'm okay but shit, I'm hating myself

Maybe I'm like everybody else

In between the smiles, I'm here in hell

I'm hating myself

I'm hating myself

I'm hating myself

Seein' a psychiatrist

Hoping I can get this fixed

Ask if I'm okay

I say "No, not even a little bit"

Feels like I'm inhibited

Permanent piece of shit

Please just tell me anyway

That everything will be okay

Im hoping by the summer

I won't be feelin' like I do

Sometimes I wonder

Will it always be a bummer, yeah

There are times I wish that I was somebody else

Pretending I'm okay but shit, I'm hating myself

Maybe I'm like everybody else

In between the smiles I'm here in hell

I'm hating myself

I'm hating myself

They say I'm being too cautious

Sick too often

Maybe it's nothing

Change the topic

Till it's all forgotten

But i think it's common

I'm hating myself

There are times I wish that I was somebody else

Pretending I'm okay but shit, I'm hating myself

Maybe I'm like everybody else

In between the smiles I'm here in hell

I'm hating myself

I'm hating myself