Drained

Take my money for the train Don't you know that everyone's got somewhere to go? Well I live alone In a quiet house at the bottom of a hill And I used to walk a lot Just to clear my mind But now when I walk I'm just reminded of those thoughts Nothing's what it was And my resentment is frustrating A life that once was Well it never amounted to anything And makes loving that much harder Makes the night that much darker And sorry is just a worn out word That never has an honest reply I can get down on myself But I think I enjoy the cry Does something for myself Washed away in a lullaby Why is it that I hold this pain? Try and see my fault in the blame And two sides just rack my brain And I am left feeling, a little drained, A little drained, a little drained