Everything's Alright

Look into the mirror and I don't know what to do

Mama tellin' me come here to show me what's on the news

A kid of nine years was hidin' away the truth

From their parents and their peers that he was bullied at school

They found him in his room hangin' up from the ceiling

Mama told me, Roger, you better tell me just how you feelin

I laughed, Mama, you don't gotta worry bout a thing

Gave her kiss, caught my bus and I cried along the way

I was gettin' picked on in the lunch line

All my friends ate and I ain't ever touch mine

While my girls fuckin' round with another guy

Dark thoughts started weighin' on my young mind

But I ain't ever been the type to go and unwind

So if you ask my replies, just I'm fine

Until I get home, my mind doesn't comply

I just lie in my bed and just lie in my head

Everything's alright

No sleeping, it replay's all night

No eating, only take small bites

No speaking, keep my jaw locked tight

Mama askin, everything alright?

I smile, everything's alright

I promise, everything's alright

Everything's alright

Yeah, I'm fine

It's okay

Don't worry about it

It's all good

Yeah

I've tried and I've tried, I don't think I can do it

Only thing by my side is my mama and music

And I know that she gon' cry, maybe never get through it

But I don't wanna be alive and death is tellin' me prove it

Bullies tellin' me do it

Teachers think that I'm stupid

My nightmares turn to dreams

They get more lucid and lucid

Feel like a waste of a human

My friends find it amusing

So I just hope they get a laugh at what I'm about to go through with

Open the drawer and I find

A box cutter and slide it

Down my wrist and let the blood run and spill off the sides

I scream and I cry

Cause yes, it hurts to die

But I can slowly feel the pain

Make it's way out my mind

I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you guys

Or strong enough to fight the pain

So I'm sayin' goodbye

As my life subsides

I close my eyes and just

Lie in my bed and just lie in my head

Everything's alright

No sleeping, it replay's all night

No eating, only take small bites

No speaking, keep my jaw locked tight

Mama askin, everything alright?

I smile, everything's alright

I promise, everything's alright

Everything's alright