Blackmarketmonkeymagic

(Let it go) How could this happen again? This room is starting to spin I feel the panic setting in I've got this pain in my chest I can't catch my breath All I know is I'm a fucking wreck Something feels so wrong I thought that I was stronger When did I start slipping? How did I end up here? How long have I been gone for? I don't remember anything I can't believe it's happening all over again My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend That I'm getting over it I'm not getting over it (let it go) I'm hyperventilating Feels like I'm suffocating These walls are closing in around me I can't escape myself My life's a living hell My mind's a captive and my body is a prison cell I'm afraid I think I've lost control My head is racing but these thoughts are not my own No sign of slowing down I guess I'm in it now Should I let go or should I ride it out? I can't believe it's happening all over again My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend That I'm getting over it I'm not getting over it So I scream in my sleep and I sweat through my sheets On the nights when I can't wake up Or I lay awake 'til the sunlight breaks Afraid of the dreams that may come I can't believe it's happening all over again My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend That I'm getting over it I'm not getting over it I can't believe it's happening all over again My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend that That I'm getting over it I'm not getting over it (let it go)