Scarlett

Put that gun to your head Take that knife to your wrist Tears drip on the floor And you clenching your fist You was always depressed But you'd never admit You just stuck in your past It be like an assist Trynna see through the fog Couldn't get through the mist I know you cut everyday But you never commit You never gave up on yourself so why the fuck would you now You carry all this baggage on your back it's weighing you down You just trynna be somebody make your family proud Or maybe you ain't ever had one ain't nobody around I feel you I said I feel you so Even if you took your life you'd never take your soul At first your heart was broken now you frozen ain't it cold Some people get to be like me and never had to know The broken families the tragedy when doors are closed No supper on the table that's just something I suppose And everytime you get the chance you take the lonely road Nobody understands that you ain't had the chance to grow The pain of being raped and now you feeling like a ghost Traumatic past can't let it pass you never let it show You see I grew up in the burbs I had to stay in school Never had no money problems never got abused A fucking spoiled kid wit everything he had to lose My life's a fucking lie but I could never tell the truth I been addicted to a fucking life I can't describe I was screaming in my pillow wishing I would die I can't go back in my time the skeletons I had to hide I've spent the last seven years trynna make it right You see I raped myself And now I hate myself How could I be Dtrue When I'm fake myself I used to hurt myself in sexual ways for other people The shit was like a drug straight to the brain without a needle And now I'm feeling sore and I ain't talking bout an eagle Record myself on tape and send it that shit was illegal My life's a fucking movie scene that wasn't meant for regal But if I gave up now then would never see the sequel It's true I ain't ever thought I would make it this far We all just trynna find who we are All I ever seen in my life is Scarlett All I ever seen in my life is Scarlett I ain't ever thought I would make it this far We all just trynna find who we are All I ever seen in my life is Scarlett All I ever seen in my life is Scarlett