New Tears

I’ve got so many new tears

That I’m drowning in a sea made of sorrows

Oh and one more tomorrow

Is all that I could ask from God

Problem is

That I just never could believe in angels

But now I wish I did

So you could hear what I have to say

That in the back of my mind

I just thought that I had more time to say wait

Before you leave the state there’s something I need to say

I’m sorry I chose to run away

I was scared you were leaving town

Now I’m losing sleep

When I think of all the things that city stole from me

But it can never take my memories

Oh and that’s why I miss you more than words can say

And I’m sorry I’m too late

I thought I had more time

New tears

That were left along with flowers at your gravestone

Oh and no one’s alone

With the pain that we share in our hearts

You’ll live on,

Forever in this song and our memories

So just sleep now and dream

And I’ll keep you close to me

But in the back of my mind

I just thought that I had more time

Before you leave the state there’s something I need to say

I’m sorry I chose to run away

I was scared you were leaving town

What I wouldn’t give (I’d give anything)

Just to hold your hand again my sweet Kristen

And take you in my arms

For one final kiss goodnight

But it’s useless to even try (Just try)

Because death is just another part of being alive (It’s time)

I met the girl who called you here sister

I can’t imagine the pain she carries with her

But I know that I’m not alone, when I say what I’ll miss most

Is how your smile lit up the world