I Can't Believe I Died

Yeah, it's really over, I can't believe that I died I do not exist, I am no longer alive The world turned to stone, right before my eyes And now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind I crossed the other side, I am on the other side Will I meet God? Was I a matter of time? Was my whole life was a facade? Where is my mom? I can't believe that I died, I can't believe died Wait damn, I can't even say goodbye to my daughter I wanna hold her right now and I wanna tell her I love her I would give everything, I mean every single thing If it means I could hug her That's a moment I won't get, I'm feeling so much regret Life came and went I wish I would have appreciated every moment we spent Nothing is left, damn My life crashed and burned Gone forever, I'll never return I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling I know that she is gunna hurt So will my dad, I know he's gon' break Damn I know he's gon' break Not telling both of my you how much I love you Was probably my biggest mistake If I could go back in time, I would have did everything different I would appreciate life, and would have actually lived it I'd take my anger inside and give my enemies forgiveness The anger I held inside, made my life feel like a prison I would have stayed off my phone, I wasted all of my time scrolling Living my life through a screen, when I should have lived in the moment Now I'm feeling this regret and honesty I can't control it 'Cause I know that motherfucking life is over and it kills me to know it And I'm hurt, yo all of this hurts My daughter needs me, But I'm not around I lie in the dirt, They always say, don't take life for granted But it's too late, I no longer have it And yeah you can pray But there's no seconds chances But I'm praying, sorry if I'm outta line But I need my life! I'm begging you please She's gunna be traumatized The moment she walks up and she sees A coffin, where her father lies And she's going to scream and she's onna weep And I don't wanna see her cry I can't believe that I died I reach the end, damn, I never imagined this The world I'm in, stopped, it really went stagnant I'm so perplexed, shocked, don't know handle it Knowing, knowing that I won't get a second chance again Damn Standing on the other side, I'm by myself Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help Always depressed who saw the best in me Now that I'm gone, I rest in peace My life pasted before my eyes I'm wishing for one last time I never saw my demise I can't believe I died