Healing (feat. Theo)

I think I'm addicted to the taste

Sometimes I think I just don't know who I am without my pain

You and I do this thing where we cling to our suffering in vain

What makes us think we'll move forward holding on to our chains

Sometimes, I find it hard to look inside

Acknowledge the dark within the light

It makes me wanna hide

I just wanna to be free

Look in the mirror and love what I see

Put down the mask and let them see me

Not who I claim to be, be

I blame it on the devil on my shoulder

I say I'll make those changes when I'm older

It sure hurts a little

Playing second fiddle to my demons

Reminding those I love to stay gentle with themselves

But I stay fighting with my mental health

But in time I'll let go and I know that I'll grow 'cause

I think I'm addicted to the taste

Sometimes I think I just don't know who I am without my pain

You and I do this thing where we cling to our suffering in vain

What makes us think we'll move forward holding on to our chains

Running but we stay in the same place

When you remove all your walls and defenses, how much of you remains?

We're unkind to our hearts and our minds when we're moving at this pace

We just can't grow till we let go of what we refuse to face, face

I know I'm addicted to this taste

I've been moving too long with the same old shit where darkness plays

Too many times I have wasted my life only this dumb ass phase

Who would've thought all I needed to do was release all this pain

Something that we never used to say

I put the blame on my thoughts when it's always the way I view the stage

But after dying again I just think that I should assimilate

Get out this simulation

Saying God, I'm pretty grateful

I think I'm addicted to the taste

Sometimes I think I just don't know who I am without my pain

You and I do this thing where we cling to our suffering in vain

What makes us think we'll move forward holding on to our chains

Let go, forgive and forget what you know

Stay present, I promise you'll grow and you'll glow

And I think you should let go

Forgive and forget what you know

Stay present, I promise you'll grow and you'll glow and