Ki

Look, I've just been thinking about all the old hardships I had

And embracing what I have now

And I appreciate the pain I endured

Because now I'm better than I was before

And like how J Cole said it

Yeah

It wasn’t nothing like that first time when we started fucking

Laying up on her and telling my friends that I love it

When she didn’t give a fuck so she was up to something

She said that loved me but really she was just bluffing

She was like 4 years older than me

I shoulda listened to my momma

Because she been there already

But really I was just caught up

So for that I’m sorry momma

For the shit that I did

You gave me a place to go live

Even with the sad shit

I did in my life

You told me never lie

And those the words I live by

Unless it’s the people I love

Then maybe a lie can save a life

Ahh damn ma you was just right, twice

I shoulda rolled the fucking dice

Head crack

Head lice

That’s what these bitches are

Head lice, They fuck up your head

But your words saved my life so for that I abide

And maybe I could save another

Like the Florida man, Tide

I don’t really understand your plan

But

You got a answer

But you got answer

Your words are so thoughtful

It’s like you planned em

The weight on your shoulders

Let’s ride in a tandem

Sandstorm

Sandstorm

One day it’s a phantom

That you gonna ride in

That you gonna drive in

But right now the train doing justice

Fuck this

Your love is the only thing

That can touch this

Fuck

I don’t really understand your plan

But, you got a answer

But, you got answer

Your words are so thoughtful

It’s like you planned em

The weight on your shoulders

Let’s ride in a tandem

I be in the mood

I be in the mood

To do something cruel

Do something cruel

But my momma she stop me right there

Had a kid at 17

Her world just turned to fear

But she stayed strong

She told herself she got this

My father was a dick

I guess he said fuck this

Trust this

I just wanted him to stay long

But I guess his song

Had to end quick

With his kid

But they stayed strong

Oh my god that **** is a fucking dick

Left my momma there to die

While dying with her kid

But who cares when you getting money

The drugs coming in

I guess imma just be a better

Father than him

Damn

I don’t really understand your plan

But

You got a answer

But you got answer

Your words are so thoughtful

It’s like you planned em

The weight on your shoulders

Let’s ride in a tandem

I love you ma, I try my best to show it

But I feel like this was a beautiful way to

Tell you and also express all my emotions

So here you go

Enjoy