I'm Okay, I'm Just a Little Depressed

I close my eyes and it feels like Three thousand years from home It is what it seems, a bad, bad dream I'm here and already gone Time for me to try again Time for me to come home I can't even hate you I'm busy hating myself Nothing kills you like your mind Am I fine when I'm not scared to die? I can never love you If I can't love myself I found a system in this mess Don't you worry 'bout me, I'm okay I'm just a little depressed (I miss myself) (I miss myself) (I miss myself) I'm never enough and always too much Tired of the skin I'm wearing A bad moon lately and a bad-news-baby Everyone's busy dying Is this life, being born to die? You see I'm fine and you're a loser like me I can't even hate you I'm busy hating myself Nothing kills you like your mind Am I fine when I'm not scared to die? I can never love you If I can't love myself I found a system in this mess Don't you worry 'bout me, I'm okay I'm just a little depressed I'm so happy for you This is 2020, it's a, a very strange year But for you, it's, it's a great year, I guess And for me as well