Silent

You call me up and remain silent

Your breathing's under control

I wouldn't trust a word you could say

I feel alive when you're gone

And I don't know how to feel

I still have the same anger after all these years

No, I don't need to move on, I need to fix something

Don't come any closer, stay the fuck away from me

I have to separate

What I feel from what I know

I don't want to play this game

I can't believe it's the world I've always known, oh, oh

Am I alive?

I wouldn't give it another shot

Don't call me when you feel lost at night

You call me up and remain silent

Your breathing's under control

I wouldn't trust a word you could say

I feel alive when you're gone

I know you're thinking about the things we've left undone

Don't call me up to remain silent

I feel best when you're gone

And the silence is killing you

But that's all I expect from you

I know your deepest lies

But you'll never get to know what's deep inside me

You never tried to walk in my shoes

'Cause it all goes back to you

I have to break this endless silence

And stay away from you

Every word you said was torture

But your silence is even worse

And you're not even close to knowing me

I can read it in your mind

Your heart is waiting somewhere

And I lose a part of mine

You were the worst part of me

I can feel it down my spine

Something in me is crawling

Into the void you left inside

Crawling in my mind

And I lose a part of mine

I can feel it down my spine

Somewhere deep inside

You call me up and remain silent

My breathing's under control

I wouldn't trust a word you could say

I feel alive when you're gone

I know you're thinking about the things we've left undone

Don't call me up to remain silent

I feel best when you're gone