If I’m Being Honest

Remember last week when i come home Three in the morning, drunk off my mind I told you that i loved you that's a lie Remember when we first met And i told you you you were the best i had, yeah Oh, i must admit, that's a lie And all these precious, precious moments I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolences Cause if i'm being honest I break all my promises And i can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend And if i'm being honest It's weighing on my conscience But I'd do it all, do it all over again Oh, and even if i can't pay the price I'll take what i want and I'd kiss you goodbye again Oh ohhh ohhhh If I'm being honest I'm not being honest Same, same, same old me For speaking my truth Would you believe My heart's on my sleeve, is that a crime? I should be ashamed of myself And the cards that i dealt, but i must conceived There's no way back, now I've crossed the line And all these precious, precious moments I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolences Cause if i'm being honest I break all my promises And i can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend And if i'm being honest It's weighing on my conscience But I'd do it all, do it all over again Oh, and even if i can't pay the price I'll take what i want and I'd kiss you goodbye again Oh ohhh ohhhh If I'm being honest I'm not being honest