Fighting

A crowded room and I'm still lonely Talkin' tough but it ain't true And any girl tries to love me I'm scared to death I'll break her heart in two Still lookin' for something to believe in To be the man my daddy told me to be For on my knees searchin' for the reason I find my strength the good Lord gave me I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see I'm done hidin' Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin' I'm still fightin' Sometimes I still drink too much whiskey And close the blinds and hide my phone And pray like hell the Lord will save me Come tear these walls down stone by stone I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see I'm done hidin' Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin' Yeah, I'm still fightin' Somehow, I'm findin' the courage I'm livin' and learnin' all I know is I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed Afraid but I don't care Can't be brave if you ain't scared I'm still fightin', fightin' with everything I am Won't stop fightin', fightin' down to my last breath There's a long road in front of me, there's a lot I finally see I'm done hidin' Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin' Yeah, I'm still fightin' I'm still fightin', oh I'm still fightin'