2020

I dropped vanity and held purpose

I dropped vanity and held purpose

I lost clarity of self worth or how do we evaluate self worth is

I'm a graduate but failed certain

Tests that the school of life gave me and I felt like I was well burdened

Like I'm in hell burning

Like I'm in hell burning

Until I started networking

My vision was blocked by the edifice

So I Pegasus before I manifest my pen in this

They bring you an offer so they ask you twice and then insist

Then they switch from asking nice to acting out it's effortless

Would it have been better if, they never told us there were things

That perish in the world

The world has been in peril ever since

Parallel in every sense

Leaders claim their heaven sent

But then evidence of it never merits comparisons

In their interviews they're two faced

Been accused of new slaves

In the news refuse

But then they lit the fuse a few ways

Then they move to moon rays

Planets they assume save

Life and talk about it like we can move in a few days

I need therapy because I fear I'm right

Fear another year there'll be peril of an aerolite

There will be a barrel where the beer will become serum while

I'm Here in an apparel interfering with the fahrenheit

Is it better when you don't know is it better when you don't speak cos ignorance is bliss

Is it better when you don't see is it better when you don't seek cos ignorance is bliss

Why do I give friends more time than family

I don't know if all my friends would die for me

Whereas my family Will give their whole lives for me

Call my friends bros I've nose dived right into irony

What an epiphany

When things you believe leave you in disbelief

I'm at a cross roads

Where things I know turn into things I do not know

In the meantime I'll be working on my day to days

I will keep working everyday until the day it pays

Until the day it pays cos I don't wanna be another figure on a database

My people always show me faith but still in major ways

Wishing for amazing grace

Hah

Wanted to give my grandfathers body a brave embrace

Taught the shoulder isn't the only place the raven stays

And you're the odd one out when you decide to raise the stakes

Taught not to be afraid to make mistakes

And before your hope leaves don't hesitate to raise the rakes

And the people above us will laugh until we trade the place

But look to find your path you just have to betray the trace

Never given symbol signs

I've seen to many people sniffing on these nimble lines

Just to get away from drama it's a simple science

I remember when my grandma used to sit in silence

Meditating on her rosary I sit beside her

Over here we have the luxury of sipping cider

A different side of

Escape but I'm a driven writer

I bring my problems to a stage and then I reconcile em

When I had to make a living man it left me empty

Because my vision wasn't twenty twenty

I tried to make a living, evidently

But now my vision is twenty twenty