Introspective

Writing these notes to be left behind Overanalyzing things in time I apologize for my absent mind I'm trying so hard just to be alright Try to turn the wrongs into rights Why can't the past just be undone Not knowing consequences to my actions I want to correct things I cannot change Let me wash my hands of this It took time to realize That I am the source of all of my problems It took time to realize That I have control of every possible outcome Reluctantly taken Emotionally vacant Truly believe this is getting to me I can't think, I can't breathe Not knowing consequences to my actions I want to correct things I cannot change Let me wash my hands of this It took time to realize That I am the source of all of my problems It took time to realize That I have control of every possible outcome Look back on mistakes, Release and let go It took time to realize That I am the source of all of my problems It took time to realize That I have control of every possible outcome I apologize for my absent mind I'm trying so hard just to be alright I want to correct things I cannot change I can't think, I can't breathe It took time It took time To do better than I have ever done It took time it took time Why can't the past just be undone