CELLAR DOOR

I've spent days thinking about

A weird way to die in quiet

I shouldn't have existed

And you don't deserve to live this

I could set my self on fire

You will be my last desire

I'm a time-bomb, I can't fight it

I need you, my mind's collapsed

Close the cellar door

I was born with tragedy in my blood

Close the cellar door

But come with me, I'm afraid to be alone

I'm living quietly, bleeding in this feelings, empty screaming

Through the night an obscene sight, a war to fight to find a light

With a razor I write thoughts on my wrists

All this scars are the fears I live and my skin is a book to read

What disease is this? Live or exist, die or resist

I'm the victim and they're the beasts

And I can't win, this is the end and I'm finally free

I got mad or maybe I was born mad

So watch you, my friend or you'll come with me to hell now

Close the cellar door

I was born with tragedy in my blood

Close the cellar door

But come with me, I'm afraid to be alone

My mind is hypnotized, I'm looking at this knife

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna come to the other side

My hand's carving my skin, I should've taken my pills

I should've tried to heal, I should've been born to live

I've never believed in being free

I can feel the breath of the death

I can feel his freezing hands

I can feel his voice, I can feel his sound

Don't you think it's time to be dead?

I'm not here no more

I can feel the hot, I can feel the blood

I can feel the knife, I can feel the pain

Don't you think that today's a good day to return to your grave?

There's a voice inside my head

It says, "You must obey me"

There's a ghost inside my soul

It says, "You must live this"

There's a shadow in front of me

It says, "You must do this"

There's a pain inside my chest

It says, "You must live here"

Close the cellar door

I was born with tragedy in my blood

Close the cellar door

But come with me, I'm afraid to be alone