Deathwish

Broken by my own mentality I learned more and more to hate me Enslaved by my own jealousy I left myself feeling more and more empty It's in my head, I can't kill it It tells me I'm better off dead I'm starting to believe it I am my own death wish DEATH WISH Abandoned by my own paternity I learned that I'm better off being lonely Hollowed by my own theology I assured myself that no one will save me Break you down to nothing but bone Fill your veins as your skin grows cold Just before you close your eyes forever Tell me was it all worth it To have your loved ones watch you suffer (Round and round we go Round and round we go The cycle never ends) It's in my head, I can't kill it. It tells me I'm better off dead I'm starting to believe it I am my own death wish Tunnel vision to self destruction My god what have I become I will never be the same again I will never be the same again I will never be the same again I will never be the same again