Weaving thoughts like spiders in my studio

They're reminders of just where the shadows go

An addict of the highs and lows

The manicness good for the show

I panic less when I propose the purpose of my syllables

Paper mache pufferfish are neon when I'm dreaming

They are floating off the ceiling and my world is a museum

Be with me I'll show you freedom

Spontaneity my demon

What are yours? Do they need feeding?

Introduce me, I can't see em

I think that I've had too much on my plate

I'm trying to get my thoughts to relate

Apologies came a little late

But I really do hope that you're doing great

Reciprocate kindness if you don't taste it

You'll see snideness just might replace it

People waited, egos inflated

Friendship's simple, life's complicated

I forgot my patience I'm nervous I'm wasting

My last bits of passion and purpose on waiting

I'm either lost chasing or busy escaping

Been runnin' so long I'm exhausted.

The harmless ain't heartless

Cuz they know what loss is

Not scared of the darkness

It builds us as artists

My favourite part? The part that is hardest

It helps to remind us we got this

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Lying here awake how can the silence be so deafening?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Why is it I can't stop wondering about what could've been?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Will we get along again? Will you play my songs again?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Will this track distract you when you lay awake at 3 am?

Late at night no birds chirping just some coyotes in the distance (Awoo)

I had high hopes I could list them (I could)

But they're gone and I don't miss them (Nope)

In any instance, sorry if I've been distant

Holding on is resistance and my minds been inconsistent (Let go)

Consistently though

I've been doing daily rituals (Namaste)

Good habits I've grown

I'm perpetually fixing my lulls (Everyday)

There's so much unknown

And I'm tired of the skeptical (Aren't y'all)

So I'm changing my tone

And I'll shine like the moon that is full

I don't wanna be dull

I remember when it was waning

Goin' full steam motives are draining

Lost in dreams don't wanna be waking

World is turning records rotating

Open this book to read my glimpses

With one look you'll know my eclipses

Watch them glisten far off and distant

My thoughts echo it's hard to listen

Reality blurs the possibilities

Dusk daydreams spur soft soliloquies

It's tempting to visit in your dreams

We are safer left as memories

What I know is true is that yeah we coo

It's a beautiful world even if it's blue

Gotta choose who you want and see it through

I just hope for now this song will do

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Lying here awake how can the silence be so deafening?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Why is it I can't stop wondering about what could've been?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Will we get along again? Will you play my songs again?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Will this track distract you when you lay awake at 3 am?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Lying here awake how can the silence be so deafening?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Why is it I can't stop wondering about what could've been?

'It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Will we get along again? Will you play my songs again?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

Will this track distract you when you lay awake at 3 am?

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again

It's 3 am again and I'm lost inside my head again