Patience

Out of my mind like a motherfuckin’ psycho

Pushed to the edge yeah I’ve never felt so low

And when I snap I know I'll be liable

To fuck everything up that's undeniable.

But is it really worth it?

I know deep down that I'm nothing perfect

Don’t feel I deserve this

I think that I'm changing I'm constantly raging

I need a minute to regain my focus

Open my eyes and regain control ‘cos

Better days seem so far away and my brain can't take this misery

Losing my grip on this sanity; a bitter reality

It’d be such a tragedy if I were to turn my pain into rage - will I change?

Disengage or i’ll start on another rampage

I know I’m nothing perfect

But I don’t feel I deserve this

I am so fucking anxious

I need a way to clear my head

I’m still hopeless

I have been living in dread

No more calmness inside my chest

But I don’t feel I deserve this

I am so fucking anxious

I need a way to clear my head

I’m still hopeless

I’m holding onto the pain within

My patience is wearing thin

I can’t win

We can’t wait any longer

Who turned me into this monster?

I’ve got no one else to blame

Forever waiting for better days

But I’ve dug my own grave

There’s nothing left of me that’s left to save

I know I’m nothing perfect

But I don’t feel l deserve this

I am so fucking anxious

I need a way to clear my head

I’m still hopeless

I’m holding onto the pain within

My patience is wearing thin

I can’t win

We can’t wait any longer

Who turned me into this monster?

I’ve got no one else to blame