Color in Your Calendar (feat. Emilia Ali)

I know that I am more than just a color in your calendar

And that’s what busy poly people do

But if you look at every other color in my calendar

There’s not a one that shines the way that you do.

I know you wanna spend tonight in somebody’s bed

I just wish that somebody was me.

And I know I’ll get to see you again

I just wish I’d see you sooner than in my dreams

And you’re in love with someone new, I couldn’t be happier for you

But if I’m truthful with myself, I’m scared for what this means

But Love

I’m on your team

Poly’s hard, and poly’s tough, and when I’m scared I’m not enough, I love you for reminding me to breathe.

It’s just that breathing comes a little easier to both my lungs

When I got you here breathing next to me.

And you’re in love with someone new, I couldn’t be happier for you

But if I’m truthful with myself, I’m scared for what this means

When comets feel like meteors on a collision course,

The only course of action is to trust that love won’t leave a scar

And when she’s in your arms, I’ll be in your heart too...

And you’re in love with someone new, I couldn’t be happier for you

But if I’m truthful with myself, I’m scared for what this means

But Love

I’m on your team