I think that its substance abuse

Fuzz to the brain

Faced with the truth i wont function the same

Blood on my shoes i got no-one to blame

Now constable bruce has got something to say.

Switching my moods up everyday paranoid

Don't leave my room scared of what i can destroy

Long as my blue cup filled I'm a happy boy

Fly up to Jupiter move like an asteroid.

Sick of the music they no longer listen

My 22 tracks were forgotten by Christmas

Stress on my mind i put stress on my missus

This is the 3rd time I've had hospital visits.

Suicide watch always try to escape

Security guards hold me down by the face

Inject me with something I'm starting to fade

I close both of my eyes and i wake up in space.

I’ve been around here

I’ve seen it before them

I watched em all drown here

I simply ignore them

Soldiers line up i deploy them

Gunning em down for my fortress

Thoughts in my mind they are haunted

Every day try to destroy them

Shut em all out with the poison.

You drink to have fun mate i drink to forget

Saturday nights i only binge with the best

Me and myself we've got things to confess

So we talk shit till both of us simply forget.

Fuck a responsible man I'm a clear it

These Memories fade with 2 bottle of spirits

I don't like to see my own face in the mirror

It only reminds me of days i saw clearer.

Sipping coronas away from the virus

Netflix for days 80 smokes with a lighter

Everyday banging a beat that is tighter

Yet i still cant find one that really inspires

I think i should quit or just simply retire

None of my shit that i speak is real fire

I only really do this for me it was quite a surprise when the people kept hitting the likes up.

I’ve been around here

I’ve seen it before them

I watched em all drown here

I simply ignore them

Soldiers line up i deploy them

Gunning em down for my fortress

Thoughts in my mind they are haunted

Every day try to destroy them

Shut em all out with the poison

This shit reminds me of when i did ashtray

Drinkers remorse in a bad place

Money it fades and so does a fanbase

9-5 work and a couple of cans mate.

I don't listen what they say

Still running from bitches that cray cray

Pain killers don't kill a brain ache

Maybe it's time for a permanent vacay.

Maybe i'll go back to Thailand

Or blow all my money in Vegas

My heart stay colder than Iceland

My girl is so warm it's contagious.

I need to quit all the fuck around

Quit or wont see my old ages

Quit before I'm 6 feet underground

Im on a mission to make it better.

I’ve been around here

I’ve seen it before them

I watched em all drown here

I simply ignore them

Soldiers line up i deploy them

Gunning em down for my fortress

Thoughts in my mind they are haunted

Every day try to destroy them

Shut em all out with the poison.