Note To Self

I think I've mastered the art as my little pain

I don't think I'll ever be the same

Was trying to appeal on my mama

Anxious, she told me

"How you expect the caterpillar

To grow wings and not change?"

I'ma let it breathe, hanyane

And I think I'm a nice guy

But it seems like I scare them all

You breathe funny when you near me

If you got problems, air them out

And I just won a fair amount

And a freaky girl who lets me play just near her mouth

And growing up is tough, I guess we'll figure it out

And this year is for the bags

We carry it now

And patience is a scary route

'Cause if you don't have it your way

You just gon' settle, huh

And life got no training will so just paddle on

And if you find yourself a ride or die just settle up, settle up

Do everything with passion

These days everybody hides pain in captions

Some wanna be left alone, no cap fin

And please don't make the same mistakes as last year

Being broke, it's my last year

And note to self that nothing never lasts, yeah

The past is in the past, yeah

You only get to see me through a lens, yeah

It's lights, camera, action, yeah

And I want me an accountants offshore

K'batla matara like Thabisho

Buy me a Benz just to be sure

Wanna get paid to the core

'Cause all I did was slave from the floor

Want them to scream my name from the door

I'm finna kill the game for sure

And that's how you claim what's yours

And I, I, I, I

Decide how I run my life

Yeah, it's just gon' come and go

But I know how the fame