FU

Tell me that you care

Stroking my hair

Like you're not the reason I'm here on the floor

Counting my breaths

Thank God for friends

The only advice I've been taking is yours

Should've ignored it

Couldn't ignore it

I missed all the warnings

It's been so long

Since I

Looked at you in the eye

I don't know anybody like I know you

Oh, and now I wish I never had to

Sigh, pretend its okay

Now I feel ashamed

For wanting to feel something other than sad

My mom says I've changed

Lost too much weight

She never liked you that much anyway

But l never notice

The signs when they surface

Is this really worth it?

It's been so long

Since I

Looked at you in the eye

I don't know anbody like I know you

Oh, and now I wish I never had to

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Should've ignored it

I couldn't ignore it

But it's so important

It's been so long

Since I

Looked at you in the eye

I don't know anybody like I know you

Oh, and now I wish I never had to