Sad I Love You

I was his heroin And he was My needle Always held you close to my heart Knowing I fall apart Always left me in the dark Saving myself from you is an art I'm sad I love you Sad I gave my heart To you I'm sad I love you Sad I gave my heart To abuse Always longed for your touch The only way I felt love Always more in love with your drugs I was never enough See I always hoped that you'd fall But I discovered you don't have depth at all Through all of the chaos and the pain I chose you And after everything you did to me I couldn't help but to feel SAD I love you Sad I gave my heart To you SAD I love you Sad I gave my heart To abuse I'm sad that I loved you Trauma after trauma Yet I grew stronger Know better now Than to fall back to your arms (Yeah) Now I know better Kill you with a dagger Erase you from my mind For fucking ever