Dear Sweet Impaler

The thin part is feeling so separate

This bedroom a voice and a mattress

It says don't sleep don't think just drink

You'll find yourself faster when passed out cold

This is this last time I'll fear your face

Alone with my brothers

They won't hear me say

Where are you tonight

Wrapped up in some bedroom

Screaming for dear sweet you

The worst part is being so desperate

This basement a noose and a casket

I want to feel that warmth again

The assurance of you asleep in my hands

So why not end it all in one shot

With this rope tied in a perfect knot

It's better than anything I've ever had

It won't lose its grip or stop kissing my neck

Desperation sets in

Holding me close much like you did

And every line has a face a voice its assigned

My dear sweet impaler

It's all you this time

It's there to remind me

How much I hate this life

I remember you laughing and leaving

Slamming the door to the sound of my screaming

Don't leave just yet

I didn't mean any of what I just said

I swear by my wrists

That we're better than this

You're much more to me than words in a notebook

You sigh and say, "I'm through"

Well goddamn you for breathing

I love you

Dive deep into this drink

Hoping to sink or fall asleep