It's killing me to love you, killing me to have you

Always on my mind when you only pretend to

Changed up on me like this, act like nothing's different

Colors gone to grayscale, chained to your old ways, it's a pipe dream

Nowadays, nowadays, it's all the same shit

But I stay; yeah, I stay, in case he changes

Honestly, honestly, I'm getting used to this

Or maybe I just choose not to notice

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime

Cut deep like a knife right in my spine

Hold me, say that you still love me

Even with my blood on your sweatshirt

Wish I could stop me, tell me not to worry

Focus on myself and don't let people hurt me

Guess it's not that simple but I like to think so

If it was, I wouldn't be caught up in something I hate

Nowadays, nowadays, it's all the same shit

But I stay; yeah, I stay, in case he changes

Honestly, honestly, I'm getting used to this

Or maybe I just choose not to notice

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime

Cut deep like a knife right in my spine

Hold me, say that you still love me

Even with my blood on your sweatshirt

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime

Cut deep like a knife right in my spine

Hold me, say that you still love me

Even with my blood on your sweatshirt

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime

Cut deep like a knife right in my spine

Hold me, say that you still love me

Even with my blood on your sweatshirt