Escapes Me

(I just wanna know if it gets better) I'm getting older every second Pick me up make me forget it Take me to a new dimension I'm my own worst enemy I'm fucking tired of the stupid mistakes So tell me what to do If I can't live with you (You know that) I'd give up my anxiety I'm begging take it all from me Confidence slowly escapes from me I wanna go back to a place where it was nice to know that Being yourself is more important than the likes you see I try and tell myself be optimistic even though my Confidence slowly escapes me (And I'm not goin out tonight) I cry you cry We go together like a sweater on a cold night Emotionally unavailable so fucking uptight Open up your mind you gotta know before the sun dies And is it obvious I'm so depressed I can't believe it Take me home before I throw my phone (You know that) I'd give up my anxiety I'm begging take it all from me Confidence slowly escapes from me I wanna go back to a place where it was nice to know that Being yourself is more important than the likes you see I try and tell myself be optimistic even though my Confidence slowly escapes me So who am I? I'm trying to remember (I keep on wanting something I need that peace of mind) This pain that I've Been feeling since November (Feels like I'm getting closer but it didn't feel right) Who am I I'm trying to remember (I keep on wanting something I need that peace of mind) Don't you cry cause when I'm gone I'll be the one to wait for you (Feels like I'm getting closer but it didn't feel right) Wait for you Me It escapes from me It escapes from me It escapes from Confidence slowly escapes me