Whenever I shut my eyes I'm always taken back

That night that seventeen stood out where all I saw was black

I was so paranoid, I'd taken all these substances

Was caught within my mind, was certain that I was not loved

I can't explain myself or why I tried to take my life

But it forever haunts me knowing that I tried it twice

So I release my pain just praying that it does me good

Release that rope because my destiny is not a noose

I'm roaming and feeling like life has lost all meaning

Overwhelmed, who can help explain these thoughts I'm thinking?

Please tell me I'm dreaming, this all feels so wrong

Still lost now I'm fading into the unknown

If I'm left to wander, into the depths where I roam

I fear I'll be leaving, another poor soul bound to die alone

When you look in my eyes can you tell me what you see?

'Cause when I look at myself I'm not the person I should be, no

Self-healing's taking so long, so how long will it take before it runs out?

I'm all alone in the dark patiently waiting for someone to pull me... OUT!

Please tell me I'm dreaming, this all feels so wrong

Still lost now I'm fading into the unknown

If I'm left to wander, into the depths where I roam

I fear I'll be leaving, another poor soul bound to die alone

(Bound to die alone)

I can't explain myself or why I tried to take my life

But it forever haunts me knowing that I tried it twice

So I release my pain just praying that it does me good

Release that rope you motherfucker cause it's not for... you!

It's not

No, it's not