Walking Illusion

So absent-minded

So full of it

I never say what's on my mind

I just like to quit

I talk too much

I don't hit you up

I never listen to your problems

I'm so stuck up

I thought that I could take it

But oh man I was so wrong

The voices are so loud

Inside my ears all day long

I try my very best but

Truthfully I'm not that strong

And I'm no singer but

I'll sing the shit out of this song

Hey

Don't you care what I feel

I've got problems as well

Demons I've gotta fight

All on my own

With nobody's help

Don't wanna keep to myself

Feelings put on a shelf

Ready to explode at any moment

So indecisive

So self-involved

Stuck in my own world

Do I even care at all

Oh I'm such a nuisance

Don't know how to feel

I'm just a walking illusion

I don't know what's real

You point your fingers at me

Lay the blame all on me

I wanna be your friend

I'm not your enemy

I can be a bit indifferent

Though I try not to be

This doesn't have to be as hard

As people make it seem

Hey

Don't you care what I feel

I've got problems as well

Demons I've gotta fight

All on my own

With nobody's help

Don't wanna keep to myself

Feelings put on a shelf

Ready to explode at any moment