Won't Hurt Myself

Why did I dive in? I hit my head

On the bottom of the shallow end

Gave myself brain freeze when I ate the ice too quick

And I didn't see it coming

I want a gun under my pillow

Watching too much Tarantino

And every day's like Halloween

But I just wanna leave the party

Oh, I won't hurt myself the way you want me to

And give away my heart just like I always do

And now I feel nothing

And I'm losing sleep

But I'm better off without it

I, I won't hurt myself for you

It's like I'm playing Scrabble trying to make a word

Using the consonants

I put my fingers in the oven to feel something

I'm getting nothing

Oh, I won't hurt myself the way you want me to

And give away my heart just like I always do

And now I feel nothing

And I'm losing sleep

But I'm better off without it

I, I won't hurt myself for you

I'm like the pieces of a jigsaw

Taking me hours to piece it back together

I'm putting the liquor in the cupboard

'Cause I don't need it, I don't need it anymore

Oh, I, I, I won't hurt myself for you

And give away my heart just like I always do

And now I feel nothing

And I'm losing sleep

But I'm better off without it

I, I won't hurt myself for you