Leave it All

I've been looking for a way

I've been looking for a place

I can leave it all behind

Leave it all behind and go

Yea just leave it all behind and go

I've been looking for a way

I've been looking for a place

I can leave it all behind

Leave it all behind and go

Yea just leave it all behind and go

Every time I like to play the victim

Like it ends up fine because of my decision

We both know that it's time and that I need to admit it

That the reason I'm alive is independent

Of the resolve I find and all the commitment

It sounds nice in rhymes but not what I'm living

Desperation climbs and my life is spinning

So the only comfort I find is Eminem

Don't know if your there or that you'd even listen

I've heard that you care but not where's it's written

Is it a little unfair that I'm back again and

All I'm your hair when you just had rinsed it

Deserving the chair? Not a proper sentence

And I'm aware that the noun is missing

But pure despair wouldn't even glimpse it

Maybe eternal torture I mean look at the offenses

How am I even breathing

Apples almost gone completely

Get to the core and keep eating

Like there's no way you can see me

I know you made me, but I'm leaving

Because your not enough to keep me

Your love has no meaning

Think your a better God your dreaming

It's kinda weird that's scary to say

But I've been living like that like every day

And to say that there's a price to pay

But to say that to him cost everything

You can't say your sorry and it's all ok

Someone kills your cuz, should get locked away

Because a debt was made, you could be forgave

But if that's the case, then someone else has to pay

I've been looking for a way

I've been looking for a place

I can leave it all behind

Leave it all behind and go

Yea just leave it all behind and go

I've been looking for a way

I've been looking for a place

I can leave it all behind

Leave it all behind and go

Yea just leave it all behind and go

Sometimes it feels like I use you

Sometimes it feels like I abuse you

Sometimes like I'm seeing through you

Sometimes it feels like I choose to

I'm often scared that I'll lose you

I'm often here with a screw loose

So many times I've tried to prove to you

And it's not right what would you do

Cuz I let you down every time

It's getting scary in my mind

Because I know the power ain't mine

And it's up to you if I survive

It's up to you to decide

We'll see if your one my side

Or if I crossed the line

Just one too many times

I've been looking for a way

I've been looking for a place

I can leave it all behind

Leave it all behind and go

Yea just leave it all behind and go

I've been looking for a way

I've been looking for a place

I can leave it all behind

Leave it all behind and go

Yea just leave it all behind and go