Stuck In Admiration

Take away my pain and let me live another day Hopin' by tomorrow, I can make it through the rain We struggle with depression, drown myself in novocaine 'Cause everybody wanna be numb And everybody wanna be someone, yuh When the world is fallin' down around me, how can I keep myself up? Feel that pressure on my chest, it's startin' to build up Yuh, don't feel like myself again All these thoughts I keep within Keep it real, can't play pretend 'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin' Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation Thinkin' 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind 'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin' Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation Thinkin' 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind (ayy, yuh) I been alone for too long I know I gotta move on You used to sing my songs Now I hear nothin' but echoes Gotta know when it's time to let go, yuh Let it fade in the background Let it die in your mind, let in rot in your brain Don't let that pain take away your day Can't hold on to something that you never had a grip on From coupons to food stamps Now I got a black Cadillac with a brand new paint job Still run around with the AR You made me like this, man, I hate y'all, man, fuck y'all I'm sick in the mind with no day job 'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin' Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation Thinkin' 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind 'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin' Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation Thinkin' 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind I get so tired drivin' down that same road again My mind is bloated with some things that I been holdin' in, yuh Got me talkin' to the Almighty Askin', "Are you really there for me to help me rewrite my story?" Yuh I know I'm blessed but my gift feel like a curse sometimes I know I'm stressed, baby, this life don't come with rewind In the meantime, let me remind you, I'm only getting older No more livin' in the past with a chip on my shoulder 'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin' Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation Thinkin' 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind 'Cause I can't be nobody but myself, I know I'm changin' Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation Thinkin' 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration With you, baby, lately, I've been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind