Disaster

Ever since we went our separate ways I've felt ashamed

I've been

Watching you soar higher as I fall

I said I tried but I could've tried harder

I said I'd fly but instead I slept longer

Just a ghost of what I could have been

Well look at you with your life so perfect

You have it all

While I'm still stuck where I started

Oh no this is a disaster

I know this was not my purpose

Broken, set my heart on fire

I know I was only meant for you

Oh I can't stop

No I won't stop

'Cause you and me are meant to be, amen

Cast away my heart's ambitions I fell short again

It's like, all I ever do is miss my shot

Gutter ball, striking out, game over

I play again

Maybe this time I won't burn out

Oh no this is a disaster

I know this was not my purpose

Broken, set my heart on fire

I know I was only meant for you

Oh I can't stop

No I won't stop

'Cause you and me are meant to be, amen

Oh no, my life's a disaster

Think that I should make do

Forget about a breakthrough

The one I dreamed that I'd become just never happened

How'd I let this happen?

This should have never happened

Oh no, I'm just a disaster

I take another detour

Just prayin' I might return

To the times I felt this world could still be conquered

Let's just start this over

Not over 'til it's over

Oh no this is a disaster

I know this is not my purpose

Broken, set my heart on fire

I know I was only meant for you

Oh I can't stop

No I won't stop

'Cause you and me are meant to be, amen