Pain Song

11:01 on the beat man If it's hard to love me lil' baby I apologize All these love scars on my heart got me traumatized Keep it to myself so my pain isn't televised Niggas ain't yo' brothers it was hard for me to recognize When I feel alone I don't ask no one for help Arguments inside my head, been losing battles to myself I was taught remain humble, play the cards that I was dealt And if you don't love who you are then you can't love nobody else If he get caught up in the storm, pussy nigga he'll got rained on Tryna find a way to make out, I had to brainstorm I'ma keep on fighting all these demons 'til this pain gone Ever since you left my heart keep singing all these pain songs Weight on my chest, I can't breathe I've been trapped in your lies, I can't leave I can show you real, just follow my lead Please hold me down, that's all that I need Baby I fell in love with your energy I can never give you all of me, just what's left of me I can always tell when they gon' leave I peep them tendencies Who you know can heal a broken heart, I need the remedy These tears weighin' heavily Just another sad song that's been playing in my head You can never take back all that mini shit you said Ain't tryna be in the streets, found a better way instead How she tryna hit my phone, she used to leave my ass on read Niggas tryna live it up with me but left me out for dead I'ma drop another bag for every tear I had to shed Never buy into the hate, don't let it get inside yo' head And if the love is genuine then I should never have to beg I told you that I needed you, you let me down repeatedly I'ma make sure you regret the way you treated me Peeped your true colors, you ain't never have respect for me So fuck you and your feelings and I say that shit respectfully If it's hard to love me lil' baby I apologize All these love scars on my heart got me traumatized Keep it to myself so my pain isn't televised Niggas ain't yo' brothers it was hard for me to recognize When I feel alone I don't ask no one for help Arguments inside my head, been losing battles to myself I was taught remain humble, play the cards that I was dealt And if you don't love who you are then you can't love nobody else If he get caught up in the storm, pussy nigga he'll got rained on Tryna find a way to make out, I had to brainstorm I'ma keep on fighting all these demons 'til this pain gone Ever since you left my heart keep singing all these pain songs Weight on my chest, I can't breathe I've been trapped in your lies, I can't leave I can show you real, just follow my lead Please hold me down, that's all that I need