I try to leave again

but then I look into your eyes and then I drift right back in them

I know in my head

but I'm hesitating

I don't want to see you hurt

I need to push you away

when you want me to stay

I'm in your pull

There's no leaving you

No place to die

Just the fall and the rise

of your tide

Do I even want to fight back

Heart attack

Push and pull

Just for you to tell me I'm a fool

For tryna change the laws of nature just to get away from you

The gravity of indecision is pulling me down

All the doubts in my head are making their rounds

While I lay awake in bed

No I'm not the answer you were searching for

I can't see my own reflection anymore

In the tide pool

I don't know you

Stagnant standing still

I'm in your pull

There's no leaving you

No place to die

Just the fall and the rise

of your tide

Do I even want to fight back

Heart attack

Push and pull

Just for you to tell me I'm a fool

For tryna change the laws of nature just to get away from you