Eternal Oblivion

I've been stuck with these memories for God, I don't even know how long Struck with these insecurities, sore Where did it all fucking go wrong? I don't even know who I am anymore I find myself picking all the pieces off of the floor Like strangers, pretend that the other is dead And feed off the lives of everyone else instead Oh instead Tell the same stories more and more Of all the weak and of all the strong Immersed in my impurities, Lord Inspires the most unusual song Release yourself from the pain that lives in your heart Forgive yourself or completely fall apart Find your own will and heed to its every call The path that you hone will surely lead to it all Shine light on the dark Make it numb and make it infernal Shine bright in the dark Then become eternal oblivion I'm driven by this wretched pain, God Sometimes I don't even know why Find myself trying to explain, God I just end up looking to the sky Trying to find the hidden meanings of it all Only to find I'm hitting my head against the wall Find your own will and heed to its every call The path that you hone will surely lead to it all Shine light on the dark Make it numb and make it infernal Shine bright in the dark Then become eternal Time takes its toll on me With every climb out the hole I dug In too deep through the dirt I know too much Hurts to touch, to sleep Shine light on the dark Make it numb and make it infernal Shine bright in the dark Then become eternal Shine light on the dark Make it numb and make it infernal Shine bright in the dark Then become eternal oblivion Eternal Eternal