Alive

Feels like there is no way out

Searching for an exit in the dark

In theory doesn't sound that hard

I've been trying for a while and

If I'm honest it's getting tiring

Since I lost the spark

(Lost the spark)

Of who I used to be

I've been told I'm

Stuck in my feelings

That I'm still healing inside

They said I

I will get better with time

Can't sleep through the night

I'm numb to the daylight

Nowhere to hide

I don't wanna live

I don't wanna die

I just wanna feel a

Self destruction

Nothing worse than

Getting hurt by

Someone else

And punishing yourself

It's a cycle I cant break

Attached to memories I can't shake

Can't bear to mourn the loss

(Mourn the loss)

Of who I used to be

I've been told I'm

Stuck in my feelings

That I'm still healing inside

They said I

I will get better with time

Can't sleep through the night

I'm numb to the daylight

Nowhere to hide

I don't wanna live

I don't wanna die

I just wanna feel alive

Feel alive

I don't wanna live

I dont wanna die

I just wanna feel a

One step at a time

And I'll come to life

I'll wake up and find

That I feel alive

(I just wanna feel alive)

I've been told I'm

Stuck in my feelings

(Feel alive)

That i'm still healing inside

(I don't wanna live

I don't wanna die)

They said I

I will get better with time

(I just wanna feel alive)

Every sunset and sunrise

Won't change my mind

I don't wanna die

(I just wanna feel alive)