Sunshine.

Said I hope It rain on your parade

Big disrespect when I feel a way

You got me acting so different it's strange

I got some issues with trust n it's lame

Used to be carefree mick Jenkins, now

I'm stressed out on the weekends, proud

Not me, I rely on weed and just started picking up drinking, wow

Intoxicated more often than not, sorry momma your son ain't too hot

Ik it's a test but I'm failing a lot, God got a plan but the devil got plots

Know that I'm good just lacking the guidance

I pray for protection much better at hiding

I'm keeping it pushing to find silver linings

I keep looking forward the past shit behind me

The sky open up feel the sun on my skin

Staying afloat but too anxious to swim

My walls boarded up I ain't let no one in

Know I got family but never had friends

My circle an oval no zeros get in

My pops was my hero not like many men

My moms is an angel I'm glad I'm her kid

Really I'm blessed I'm just stuck in my head (Like)

Everything, come full circle at the end of the day

Try getting away, but sometimes there's something in the way

Stay up when it rain, the sun coming up you just gotta be patient

Perspective gon change, just give it some time while you waiting

And everything, come full circle at the end of the day

Try getting away, but sometimes there's something in the way

Stay up when it rain, the sun coming up you just gotta be patient

Perspective gon change, just give it some time while you waiting

I ain't cry in a minute my well running dry

No emotion in motion I wear a disguise

I was 16 when my ego was high

I was 16 when my ego had died

At 17 saw my pops on the curb

Handcuffed walked past with no words

Had no where to go cause my momma was worse

She was poppin' them pills every month on the first

At 21 things got so much better

Momma got saved and my pops kept his head up

So proud of them both and they both proud of me

Realizing things ain't as bad as they seem

Not a thing in the world bring me down from a high

I'm talking to God when I'm lonely at night

He built me to last testimony in sight

Learning from my mistakes think I'm gon' be alright

Intoxicated more often than not, sorry momma your son ain't too hot

Ik it's a test but I'm failing a lot, God got a plan but the devil got plots

Know that I'm good just lacking the guidance

I pray for protection much better at hiding

I'm keeping it pushing to find silver linings

I keep looking forward the past shit behind me

The sky open up feel the sun on my skin

Staying afloat but too anxious to swim

My walls boarded up I ain't let no one in

Know I got family but never had friends

My circle an oval no zeros get in

My pops was my hero not like many men

My moms is an angel im glad I'm her kid

Really I'm blessed I'm just stuck in my head (Like)