Hurt Enough (Hometown Edition)

You weren't hurt enough for me I was only gonna bring you down It'd be selfish not to leave So I had to go and push you out My heart's been cursed then I try to reverse it On every person that I meet But you were too perfect A little too perfect You weren't hurt enough for me Yeah Netics One time, I knew a girl with tiger eyes Two 99-sided diamond irises that I could die inside Apologize? She taught me the definition And in a past life, she fought for the French Resistance Bottles that we hold can fill the hollowest holes Yo shots to the dome, I'll probably be all alone Cuz right now, I feel like the only person that listens to me Is the NSA when they monitoring my phone You never asked my sign, you knew that I was a Gemini Cuz I have a split personality... and so do I We pop a pill for the pain that we're told to hold inside Don't you dare show your emotional side I got metal bars as my cartilage and tissue Part of me's artificial, I'm sorry I'm guarded with you Broken hearts are not my issue I miss my flight, miss my therapy appointment But I'll try my hardest not to miss you You weren't hurt enough for me I was only gonna bring you down It'd be selfish not to leave So I had to go and push you out My heart's been cursed then I try to reverse it On every person that I meet But you were too perfect A little too perfect You weren't hurt enough for me Yo I'm weighing all of my options Shaking off all my dread I'm waking up on my own now I'm taking all of my steps And the vacancy in my old heart In the same place that you left I don't put much on my walls now It all stays in my chest Yeah and I'm the illest cat with skills from the Catskills But I could write a love song That doesn't make this Nashville When I started to wander and hide You were my partner in crime Now the days run together like they're Bonnie and Clyde And the thought of you keeps ringing in my head Cuz my songs are like confessions full of things I never said I lost twenty pounds from lifting up this existential dread And no you don't know what it's like You're out of synonyms to send So here's a million reasons That I should have given that weren't the ones I'm buried in my worries, imperfect, stuck With the curtains shut The earth will rust and turn to dust Before I learn to love And oh yeah... One more thing What? You just weren't hurt enough You weren't hurt enough for me I was only gonna bring you down It'd be selfish not to leave So I had to go and push you out My heart's been cursed then I try to reverse it On every person that I meet But you were too perfect A little too perfect You weren't hurt enough for me