Hell for Myself

I create hell for myself

I made something that

Can't be helped

So I could be alone

So I could be alone

I carry my mother's name

She said "the heart's a game

That we don't play"

So I'll be alone

Yeah, I'll be alone

I'm staring at the other side

I'm too scared to decide

I'm staring at the other side

And I'm hoping it's

Different this time

Would she wait

For me

To make up my mind

And just decide?

Would she wait

For me

To make up my mind

And just decide?

And is it all a choice to hurt?

Or is this blood mean

Some kind of curse?

Keeping me alone

Keeping me alone

I'm staring at the other side

But I'm too scared to decide

I'm staring at the other side

And I'm hoping it's

Different this time

Would she wait

For me

To make up my mind

And just decide?

Would she wait

For me

To make up my mind

And just decide?