Ashes in my bookbag

When you chillin', that's when they play with you the most

But they don't know you really ten times worse

Keep yo' **** out they feeling's when they joce

You can't have yo' **** in prison feeling hurt

When you chillin', that's when they play with you the most

But they don't know you really ten times worse

Keep yo' **** out they feeling's when they joce

You can't have yo' **** in prison feeling hurt

Put the pen to paper for you every time like a verse

Outta everybody you call, you know I'm pulling up first

Hittin' licks outta town just to triple up the worth

I always stood my ground and put it down on the turf

Long nights on the block selling rocks, I rehearsed

Got a cutlass dropped the top just so I can have a vert

Every year around this time we'd be all on the curb

Cold as fuck outside, long john under our shirt

Break bread with the family, you felt you had to be first

Everybody happy, you want to be happier

You know what's coming next, spent your block in a hearse

Been put in front of the X, like that fire I immerse

Just sent pictures to Flippa, that's my ****, we can't forget him

Nobody check for Cool, but I still tell him that we miss him

I'm still chasing the dream that we had when we were children

Lil' **** serving fiends, got the studio in the kitchen

I was just in elementary, my momma start bitchin'

'Cause everybody told her I was heading to penitentiary

I'm outside with guns, real young in the club around drugs

Coming home smelling like I was just fishing

All my big cousins used to always come and get me

I was looking up to them, and they the ones who wanna be with me

You moved to the hood and fell in love with the trenches

Saw the love that I had and ever since you wanna steal it

Everything that we did, you was always in competition

But I included you in every move, was never stingy

With my plays, always made a way for you to be in position

First chance you had you got a bag, you turned yo' back and dissed me

When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most

But they don't know you really ten times worse

Keep yo' **** out they feeling's when they joce

You can't have yo' **** in prison feeling hurt

When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most

But they don't know you really ten times worse

Keep yo' **** out they feeling's when they joce

You can't have yo' **** in prison feeling hurt

I love you, but my heart telling me to hate you

You wanted me to be in jail tryna chase you

It ain't 'bout what you do, it's how you did it

You can't have you dawg in prison in his feelings

Switching numbers on me like you don't want me with it

And we talked about everything but the business

I ain't get a sentence from you since my sentence

But on the streets, everybody thinking you the realest

'Cause you screaming free me and SG on ya pendant

Even though I ain't need it, you could've sent ya dawg a penny

Got bro nem sending pictures of you, like, ****, why you ain't send it?

Of course that shit impressive, but right now it don't impress me

Yeah, that shit look cool, but it's some shit we ain't addressing

You know you owe me money, I don't want no pictures of you flexing

When it was my time to ride, I held it down, you ain't gotta question it

I told you if I'm yo' ****, why the hell you got me in here guessing?

On top of that, I'm stressing, police jumping on me

You supposed to send words of encouragement to yo' homie

You know if it weren't for me ****, yo' lil' bitch ass would've been homeless

You made sure you paid them cracka's, I guess it's different when you owe me

Fuck the check it's 'bout respect, it's 'bout the principle, the loyalty

It ain't never 'bout no money, I threw a hundred in the ocean

I ain't even gotta go on and say everything I did 'cause you was there

Every, you know what I'm sayin', you was there

You was there as in everything I did for you, you remember

You could, you could feel like you and somebody cliqued tight, but

You know along the way everybody grow up

And have kids of they're own, and go through different shit

You know things change, people change, feelings change

You might be away for some time and yo' dawg out here

You know what I'm sayin'?

And by time you jump out, yo' dawg go in

You know years go by

To where you be like y'all done spent all this time away from each other

To the point y'all don't really know each other

You can't even say y'all know each other like that

You know what I'm sayin'?

We just know we was dawgs, but it's like, you know

Over awhile you got to get to know me all over again

I'm agreeing with different shit, you agreeing with different shit

Sometimes people's perspective change

I see you, I'ma smack the shit out you, jit

Fuck you talkin' 'bout? Smack yo' bitch ass

Yo' mama know (On gang)