Cold Hearted Cancer (feat. Rocko)

I remember days back home it was good it was me and my friends

Trying to get away trying to have some fun to escape the feeling

From freeze tag to green bags in and out of houses trying to get ends

PTSD for the things I seen in the sake of defense

Cold hearted cancer never had the answer man I don't know

Too many scars just shut it all down I don't feel no more

Where I'm from we done seen that shit

We done seen those bodies on the floor

We done seen them kids turned shooters, get life

That's just how it all go

I just want to get rich put my mama in the hills

Get my brother sent home to start life

Second bro got booked for the chop second time

He was good, now he gotta start twice

We done came from the trenches

Being broke it get tempting

When your family broke and the trappers riding around with the windows tinted

You don't leave scarless, gotta be heartless

They missing they're target and they hitting apartments

Sleep on the floor cause you gotta stay guarded, so we still mobbing

Hammer on the side, get me started

Don't get me started

Cause you know I'm cold hearted

I was trying to get some racks they left me hanging still

Labels keep calling my phone, but I ain't take a deal

Im too busy in these streets trying to make a kill

Last bitch did me wrong but I hate her still

Yeah I hate her still

**** keep calling my line yeah the hate is real

Get in the booth and I freestyle you know my pain is real

They don't understand me they don't play the field

I cant change how **** feel about me just keep it real about me

**** out here telling lies

I lost my soul when my bro died

I seen the pain in his mama eyes

But she know i'm gonna provide

And she know i'm gonna provide

I remember days back home it was good it was me and my friends

Trying to get away trying to have some fun to escape the feeling

From freeze tag to green bags in and out of houses trying to get ends

PTSD for the things I seen in the sake of defense

Cold hearted cancer never had the answer man I don't know

Too many scars just shut it all down I don't feel no more

Where I'm from we done seen that shit

We done seen those bodies on the floor

We done seen them kids turned shooters, get life

That's just how it all go