The Note on the Pillow

My synths ring through my ears just

Like you used to do

I guess you still do

I just really don't want you to

Anymore

I think about your face

I wish I didn't have to

I think about your smile

And the warmness makes me feel blue

Can't stand you, How did I

You're such a piece of shit

I'm still figuring out just

How damage you did

I can't enjoy life

Cuz I'm too busy thinking about yours

You were a devil consistently straining relationships while saying that you were the only Friend that I had

You slipped your fingers around me, and told me I should DO THE SAME

And told me that it's normal, and told me that no one would mind

When I minded

You told me that I owed you

You're a dick but you're addictive

And I'm Hooked on you like a drug

Took you every day for a while

I cried over you and for what

Every day is the same

And it's a really big shame

I don't know how I'm meant to get out of this toxic mind game

It's scary, and pointless

It's such a nightmare, when you're there

You're the only reason I know how to scream

I can't enjoy life

Cuz I'm too busy thinking about yours

You were a devil consistently straining relationships while saying that you were the only Friend that I had

You slipped your fingers around me, and told me I should do the same

And told me that it's normal, and told me that no one would mind

When I minded

You told me that I owed you

Now I'm free

Of this tragedy

You called us