I N T H E P a S T

I don't know what to say but I'll say it anyway

Life's been tough, it's been tough

Heavy stressing like a boulder rolling down a hill

We be rolling like some coasters

That's just how life be sometimes

I'll go back to the studio, relax and write some lines

I hope it's all in the past now

I made some stupid decisions

I'm sorry and I'm done now

Hope they want my love now

'Cause I've been feeling last, how?

I know I got a crutch

But don't know how to feel it

Say I'm feeling great

You don't know the inside

Like a dish and you're a limited state

Living the dream but a lot on my plate

I don't know what to say but I'll say it anyway

I don't know what to say but I'll say it anyway

Life's been tough, it's been tough

Heavy stressing like a boulder rolling down a hill

We be rolling like some coasters

That's just how life be sometimes

I'll go back to the studio, relax and write some lines

Yeah, we rolling but no stones

I feel far away from home

Papa, stop calling my name

I just might go, go insane

But he says he never sleeps

I place bets, we play for keeps

I already know he's won

Yeah, he saved me on the run

I just hope he's got my funds

It was paid for, it was done

I hope it's all in the past now

I made some stupid decisions

I'm sorry and I'm done now

Hope they want my love now

'Cause I've been feeling last, how?

I know I got a crutch

But don't know how to feel it

Say I'm feeling great

You don't know the inside

Like a dish and you're a limited state

Living the dream but a lot on my plate

I don't know what to say but I'll say it anyway

Live and learn, toss and burn

Think about my future now

Messing up, will it stay or will I find another way?

Working papers, magazines, tryna hit the music scene

Will it ever happen though?

Messing with my mental flow

Heavy stressing, lost connection

Being present, ex still texting

Breaking news, I'm CNN-ing

Tryna find my happy ending

But he says he never sleeps

I place bets, we play for keeps

I already know he's won

Yeah, he saved me on the run

I just hope he's got my funds

It was paid for, it was done

I hope it's all in the past now

I made some stupid decisions

I'm sorry and I'm done now

Hope they want my love now

'Cause I've been feeling last, how?

I know I got a crutch

But don't know how to feel it

Say I'm feeling great

You don't know the inside

Like a dish and you're a limited state

Living the dream but a lot on my plate

I don't know what to say but I'll say it anyway